Skanko In Chicago

I should be excited that I’m here, and getting settled.

I’m not. I’m sick of answering questions about Chicago. I’m tired of telling people I’m from NJ. I’m tired of a lot of things. I guess this is “growing up”, but it feels more like going away. I never wanted to go away.  Maybe it feels more like fading away, abruptly. that makes no sense.

This place will be cool sure, the people were nice, hell I even went out to a bar last night alone, met some people, got drunk, and enjoyed it enough.

I still just wanna be back home, but as I’ve shown in the past I usually don’t know what’s best for me.